kayla ' nichole

right about now i just wanna run away . run away from all of my problems . my grandmothr is in the hospital , heartattck . my cousin is still in a coma , and when i thought nothn could get worse . . i get a call from my aunt saying her son got shot , my cousin . why does this always happen to me ? its like everything is out to get me . when i got that phone call , i left and went walking around . i decided i wanted to walk to your house . . dad . right when i turned the corner on your street . . i saw a women get out of the car and you kissed her on the cheek . tf was that ? who was she ? i turned back around , bt instead of walking . . i ran . my heart dropped . she looked like she was 28 . is tht how we doing things now ? oh ok . i came to tell you that YOUR nephew got shot . . again . but do you care ? not at all . im tired of this shit man . im too young to be this depressed . you and your drinking . . it needs to stop . i called you while i was on the street walking again . this is what you told me ” wtf do you want ? who in the hell is this ? ” i told you this was kayla and you had the nerve to say ” who ? ” tht one hurt . i said kayla , your daughter . . thn you replied ” i have no daughter ” then you hung up . REALLY . come on now . you dont have a daughter ? then what am i to you ? or were you just saying tht cause the hoe you have in your house doesnt knw you have TWO kids . lmao , congratulations asshole . you really did it this time . i just wanna crawl up and cry . . i really dont care what people have to say about me now . yes , i am depressed . it feels like everyone is against me . but i knw im not the only one who feels like this , some people have it worse . but that doesnt change how i feel . then my boyfriend . . he cant even be here for me . this is the second time he isnt here . whooopdeeedmnndooo . i said fml , he laughed . oh ok , thats nice JAVONTE . dmnn . i cant talk to anyone so this is the reason why i cry . no i dont cry for attention , so shut tht one up . crying makes me feel better and at this point . . thats all i want to do . i dont wanna talk to anyone at this point . . goodnight </3

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